The Mail...

Today would be the final day of the project. Am off to work soon. Not sure what today's going to be like and am pretty sure time's gonna fly! not sure if that's a good thing right now though. she was right, had a pretty rough night again yesterday. Wasn't able to sleep properly and all. Guess i'm already used to all this. Eyes are abit buffed up with the lack of sleep. Was waiting for an important e-mail yesterday night and i've never been this scared for a very long time. Before the mail arrived my heart started pumping not knowing whether it is going to be good or bad news. Finally saw there 1 new message in my inbox and that made me worry even more thinking that this is going to be it. It's going to end and everything's going to start changing. Opened the mail and well i had quite a hard reading it but managed to pull out some of it here and there. There was nothing much, but the mail was filled with questions for me to answer and some explanation. I've answered the questions whole heartedly and well it's good that those questions were being asked. Couldn't imagine but then again it's good to clarify. Saw the mail with no answer still and guess i'm abit relieved. Am just really hoping to hear something POSITIVE! something GOOD! But don't think it's going to happen for now i guess. alright then, am off to work now. Today's gonna be some day! Especially when it's time to finish work and on the way home. Will see how it goes. Till then. Tchao!

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Started a new project today. Nescafe Roadshow. It was alright. Pretty packed and well we started abit late due to some outlet issues. Anyhow, managed to get the show going after an hour or so. Had two of my closses people working with me this time! Work today was so much different compared to the other projects i had. Time passes really fast! Got to see her! Had lunch/dinner with her! Matt was there being crazy as usual. All in all it was a nice day! Had some stuffs to calculate and well, to think about during the lunch/dinner break just now. I'm just weird aren't i? lol... Tomorrow would be the last day of work and it's not that sweet after all! How i wish this project could last a little longer! Not sure when will i'd be able to see her again! Am so gonna miss her! That's what's going through my mind! Oh man! Really hope she feels what i'm feeling too! Right now I'm a guy who's left hanging! gonna hit the showers now and might post a little more later. Till then. Tchao!

Sweet Bitter Moment...

Yea, the title says it all. It's sweet bitter moment not bitter sweet moment. When you thought a day was going to end PERFECTLY but instead a small certain news or issue comes in and changed the ending of the day. That's why i call it sweet bitter.

Dates!

23rd May 2009

24th May 2009

29th May 2009

These are dates that means something to me! unforgetable memories! :) Nothing much just felt pretty random and felt like posting this up! till next time. Tchao!

Messed Up!

First things first, not everyone made it for practice as some have their own stuffs to do. Some just couldn't come. So it's just myself, Jay, Ariff, Jenny, Ben and Cindy. Today wasn't totally my day. Couldn't sing properly and my heart just wasn't there. Jay was talking to me and i was there starring at him but not knowing what the heck he said. My mind just started to wonder! AGAIN! Oh well... The heart's just not there! Wasn't able to meet her today as she had finished the project d. So yea, dinner alone tonight. :( Had some thinking and some down moments of my own just now. Matt wasn't there so i was there all alone. Alright, i'm up again soon. Gotta get back to practice again and make sure the surprise goes as planned! Till then, Tchao!

Random Quote

"Though many have said that wounds and scars take time to heal. But it does not heal totally. The pain lessens and the wounds are covered by scar tissues. But the scar remains for the rest of our lives."

Wide Awake

It's 2.30am now and i'm still wide awake! Busy with those reports handed over by my BOSS! haih... Feeling sleepy right now but then again, he wants it to be sent to him once i'm done. Guess it's gonna be a long night for me now. The Man United game can accompany me tonight! lol... Guess it's time to get back to work now. Oh how i hate this! Oh well... Wanna thank her for helping me just now and going with me! :) Felt bad for sending her home late. :( cause someone just couldn't stop telling us about his stories! lol... kidding... Alright now, BACK TO WORK! Till then, Tchao!

Random

Phone's died last night while i was charging it. Couldnt sms nor make any phone calls! Just feels weird not sms-ing nor having a phone to play around with! Couldn't sms her neither! Dad took it to the workshop this morning. Passed it back to me in college after it got repaired! Lost all my contacts. :( All my messages! :( Gotta start everything from scratch again! oh man! Well, not that bad la. Atleast i still have a phone and it got repaired in a few hours! Things have been going pretty alright these 2 days i would say. Alot of mixed up emotions. But all in all it was alright! Had difficulties sleeping again last night! Not sure why though! Nothing much was on my mind. Ended the night well i would say but still have no idea why i couldn't really sleep. So took the sleepless time to do what i do most. think and think! AGAIN! Took the remainding time to complete my assignments. Working again tomorrow. 2 more days to go! Then here comes another new project! Am looking foward to everyday! Especially 7pm! :P Am looking foward to seeing her! Can't wait! :) The KDU Beach Bash is coming real soon too! 5th of June! Excited and nervous at the same time! Some songs are still incomplete but with the band mates i have. Pretty sure am gonna work things out! :) Still planning on the surprise. Hope it works out well! So yea, guess i'll stop here for now. Till then! Tchao!

A Night Not Forgotten!

Tonight was ONE NIGHT! A MEMORABLE one! How could this night be forgotten? so much had happened! In just one night! You've made my day! I know you're confused and you don't know what to do nor choose. I'm sorry to have kept on asking you. I didn't mean to. I'm sorry. Everything that happened meant alot to me! It will be remembered FOREVER! First in my heart and always there! As i said before, i can't force you and i won't. But i hope to hear an answer from you someday. And of course hoping for a positive one! What i said to you tonight was nothing but true! I meant every single thing i said! Never thought this would happen tonight but then again, i'm glad and no regrets! To the readers out there reading this, Nothing physical happened. Don't let your mind wonder. Am saying this just in case it does wonder in your mind. Anyways, tonight will be another sleepless night. Guess sleepless night part 3 might come back again.lol... But all in all, it's worth every single minute of it! Thank you! Hope this is not the last for us. :) till next time. Tchao!

For You!

Here's something that i thought of and it specially goes out to you! From where i left off from the Thank You post. I just have to say thank you over and over again! You're the only one that understands me! know me! I love spending time with you! Just wish the time we see each other were more! Love having dinner with you! eventhough it bores you sometimes. I'm sorry. :-( You know what goes through my mind and what i'm thinking of! You know the things i worry about is important to me and you know that some of the things relates to you. I guess i don't have to tell you what are those things that are on my mind. I can see that you can already tell. You mean ALOT to me! and i mean it! Spending time in the car was memorable! i enjoyed every single minute of it! Guess it's our new hang out spot? lol... Glad to have gotten you addicted to my favourite food! :D and i guess you already know why it taste so nice right? :) There's so many same things that the both of us like! WOW! :) Here's the explanation i owed you just now when we were in the car. The reason i used that road was because i wanted the extra minute. Even 1 minute counts! :) So yea. Another post specially for you! Still more to come! BTW,This is not the special post! :P Guess that's it for now. Till the next post! Tchao!

Hidden Surpirse

Am planning on a hidden surprise. Planning ot surprise someone on June 5th. She knows that there is going to be a surprise but no idea what's it going to be. Hope this plan works out well or atleast manage to surprise her! Still not going to tell you what it is. :P Already told you part of it the other day at TESCO. So just have to wait till that day then. :) till then! Tchao! :D

Thank You!

I know that you have been worried about me! I thank you for that. I'm sorry for making you

worry. I'm also sorry if i did or said anything wrong to make you unhappy. I thank you for following me

all the way to get my car back the other day and also to collect the stuffs back from the staff! I thank you for that! I'm sorry to bore you sometimes at lunch or dinner. As what i said to you before. You mean ALOT to

me! You were worried that i wouldn't care or would treat you differently. The answer is NEVER! How

could i? i don't have that heart to do so! i'm sorry to have made you cried or according to you a drop of tear.lol... But i wished that i could

wipe those tears away from your face! Thank you for loving my song! Now it's YOURS! This song is special now! :) Every

moment spent is TRESSURED! Every tressured moment is REMEMBERED! Hope you feel the same way too! :) Trying not to

get too emotional here but hey who says man don't cry? A true man would be brave enough to

admit that he shed tears too! All in all, THANK YOU for everything! :) This post is specially for you! There's more to come! Btw,this is not the special post i'm talking about. :D Till then....

Sleepless Night Part 2...

It has been 2 nights now that i have not been sleeping properly. I did not sleep at all the first night as i have so much on my mind. Yesterday night was another night! With the exam fever, thoughts, work, class and am soon coming down with a flu. It wasn't sweet at all! lied on the bed throughout the night! Turned from left to right. My eyes just wouldnt shut! As what i said before in the first post, my body is tired but my brain just wouldn't let me sleep! Only managed to get an hour or two of sleep! Woke up early this morning. Feeling sleepy! That time i really wanted to sleep! She could see how tired i was when i was driving her to work today. She knows me well! :) So yea. Tonight's gonna be another night! Having my final paper tomorrow! Can't wait for it to be over! Then it's time for a celebration! Atleast to go for some fancy restaurant or some sort like that. Someone owes me TAO! :P Then it's back to work work work again. So yea, guess that's it for now! A SPECIAL post coming up real soon! Stay Tuned! :) Tchao!

Sleepless Night...

Yesterday was some night. Was unable to sleep! INSOMNIA! Things going through my mind! THOUGHTS! A question that i asked that caused this. Was on the bed the whole night! Eyes were WIDE OPEN! knowing inside of me was tired but my mind just wouldn't want to let me sleep. Thinking of a few things. As if it's like a book, flipping through the pages. Not knowing how to feel. Hurt? Sad? Angry?(how could i?) Wasn't expecting any of those nor what happened. All a man can do is to just hope for chances and shots to be given. No regrets at all. NOTHING changed! That i can assure! I still care! Without a DOUBT! How could i not? :) What people think amazes me too! and i totally agree with them to what they see and think! Don't you agree too? It's a good thing i must say! :) Guess that's it for now. Till then. Tchao!

Something New

Recently i've been promoted in my job. Am no longer with my old company. So i guess i won't be that active in a promoter's job anymore. Am more of supervising now. Something new to me and well am trying really hard to get my work done properly. Gotta manage my time between College, Work and Peers! So yea, Hoping that i can pull through! So far it has been alright! looking foward for more! Would also like to take this time to thank Min Ping for everything! Her support has helped me alot! :) I've also been assigned to handle a project on my own. It's gonna happen this thursday at Tesco Penang. This is going to be a first for me! All i can do now is just hope and pray that everything goes well! :) Till then....Tchao!

Delayed Birthday Post

It has been more than a month now since my birthday celebration. I would say it was a GREAT one! nothing big. Didn't want to do anything fancy, just settled down for a semi formal dinner with a few close ones! Some couldn't make it as they had family plans or work. But it's all good! But sure did miss them though! (Cleo,Jeremy,Cindy,Jay and Chris Chen). So yea, we decided to have dinner at OXO Cafe. Awesome place! Food was good too! Went to fetch Su li about 7ish and then went down to Pulau Tikus to fetch Bill. Traffic was terrible i tell you! Dinner was suppose to start at 7.30 but we were still on the way to Bill's house at about 7.20.lol... Ruby started calling and telling us that she's already there! First to be there! DIVA! lol... Arrived at OXO at about 8.30??? LATE! i know! i'm the host some more! with 3 guests with me! lol... VIP la! lol... Everyone was already there. Ruby, Hazel, Ariff and his girlfriend. Then came myself, Su Li, May Ling(fetched her at Queens) and Bill. Matt was late as usual but couldn't blame him la, it was raining heavily and he had to come all the way from Farlim! Damn FAR k! :P Lame,i know.... Had a great time chit chatting and Matt brought something extra along with him. So called my birthday present. It was a bottle of Absolute Vodka! SHWEET!!! We opened it straight after our main course. Guess everyone drank except Ruby. She's allergic. My faced turned RED like a bloody lobster i tell you! and those who i was suppose to fetch home started getting worried if i could drive later. I CAN! :P lol.... Ruby left about 10plus cause her boyfriend finished work already. Ariff had to fetch his girlfriend back too but he came back to join us later! Started chit chatting about our high school times, gossips, this and that. Then someone came up with the idea of playing truth or dare! couldn't find a proper bottle to spin till the waitress found us a bottle of tobasco sauce. The best bottle to spin! Then they started teasing me saying that the waitress has something for me! YEA RIGHT!!! So yea, everyone started with truth truth and more truth first and then the dare came in! Guess who got the first dare? Bill! and his dare was: to bang a piece of innocent glass!!! Dare given by Ariff! lol... I had to complete 3 dares! wouldn't want to talk about my dares here! damn cacat k! lol.... so yea, sat down, talked more, laughed more! It was a night well spent indeed! Would like to thank those who came! To those who couldnt make it, we'll settle for something soon! :P till then! Tchao!

Audition / Demo 5th May 2009!!! Later TODAY!!!

Yups! am back! It's been awhile! What can i say, been busy with work, classes, exams(soon) and to the latest addition jamming! Yup, our band are preparing for the concert that's gonna be happening on the 5th of June.(will tell you more about the concert and the band in the up coming post)

Tomorrow's gonna be Audition / Demo day where we have to play 1 or 2 of our songs that we plan to perform during the night of the concert. Pretty nervous right now as it has been awhile since i last sang infront of an audience and my throat is kinda killing me right now! darn! need HELP! Guess i had too much fish balls and fish fingers during the weekends! :P i really don't want to lose my voice again this time! it sucks not having your voice and you sound like some retarded person talking! So yea, guess that's about it for tonight. Gotta hit the sheets soon! Can't afford to lose my voice on audition day! :P We're hoping that we can pull it through(keeping fingers crossed) wish us luck! I would also want to thank my band mates for everything and for making things this wonderful! You guys ROCK! Lets go give it our all tomorrow aite! :) Till next time! Chow!