Monday, June 1, 2009

Final Day Of The Nescafe Roadshow.

Yesterday was the last day of the Nescafe Roadshow. I was right, yesterday passed really fast! Time really flew! In a blink of an eye, it was the end of the day and it's already time to wrap everything up! The journey to Carrefour was rather odd. Both myself and her keeping quiet and not much to say. Guess we already know that it's the end of this project and we're really gonna miss each other VERY much! Not sure when till we'll be able to see each other again! Nothing much to say when we were on our way there, scared that we would get all emotional. Even when we started work, things were still odd between us. Giving each other that stare and not having much to say. All we could do was just each other that smile but then knowing that both of us were having things in our heads and so much to think about. Even Matt could tell something was wrong! He asked what's up with the both of us as we weren't like that on Saturday. Anyhow, i'm sorry for acting that way. I know you had things on your mind and i had mine too and we both didn't know what to say to make things better, I'm sorry. Before we knew it, it was break time. Went for break. Had KFC for lunch/dinner. Things were still pretty same old but guess this time we talked more and atleast had things to laugh about and joke. Went for a walk after dinner, got to spend some time together and talked. Went back to work and the next thing you know. It was time to wrap it up. How i wish time would stop at that moment as i didn't want to go back. Knowing that it is impossible to do so, i just had to wrap things up. Helping her and Matt out in loading the stuff back to the truck and all. Got into our car and started driving back home. On the way back, things started getting odd again as there was not much talking and the only noise you could hear is the radio. Wanting to say something but not knowing what is right or wrong to say. Was also worried that i would get emotional and she would also follow along. Got home and we chilled at the park for awhile. Had a little chat and telling each other about our concerns and all. I'm sorry for telling you that i can't cause i just really can't. Hope you understand. I was shocked to hear you say what you said yesterday but knowing that you took those words back and that was the first time i was actually happy to hear you say you don't know! Guess i'd just hang around? Hanging around is better than not right? So yea, ended the day pretty much like that and it's been a day now not being able to see her. Went to college for practice today and the surprise i've planned. Everything went smooth today and there's gonna be a performance tomorrow! Pretty nervous and song selections are always the toughest! Man! Got a few out now and 3 songs specially dedicated to her! Wish me luck tomorrow! :) Till next time. Tchao!

1 comment:

Sabine Ong said...

Just a question, you meant the post to be non-viewable or not? xD