RANDOM...

Something that just got me thinking and got me asking myself. Why do some people always judge a book by it's cover? We comment, gossip and talk behind peoples back. Why? Is it human nature? Nobody is perfect. After all, we're only human beings. We're no GOD! So why still carry on being this way? Sometimes it's just sad. I admit, i do these kind of things too sometimes and i'm not proud of it. Why not for once be nice? Take the time to know people more and give people a chance? Everyone deserves a chance! It is so much better than being a bad person! :P

P/S: I'm not emo. It's just a random note. A topic we talked about that got me thinking. :)

Till then, Tchao!

Back!

Am finally back from my blog break. It has been a pretty busy week for me. Ups and downs. Things that people do to tick me off and so on. Work has been pretty much occupying my time for the past few weeks. With tons of projects coming in and plenty of space to fill. Starting work tomorrow with my team and am currently cracking my head to find a replacement as one of the promoter couldn't make it last minute. Guess it's back to work. Till then. Tchao!

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It's 3am now. Still awake. Not being able to sleep. INSOMNIA! As i said before. Not being myself. Not the happy me anymore! everything seems to be going the wrong directions now. Nobody knows how i feel. Being alone. Thinking more and more. Asking myself why? How come? What's going on? Praying to GOD. But there seems to be no answer. Things just happens. How fast things can change. Answers change. Reactions change. Emotions change. Things going from positive to negative. Wow! Anything and Everything can change within seconds! The move i'm making isn't the right one anymore. I'm just bad at this.

2nd Half of 110609

So here comes 2nd half of today. Morning just wans't my day. The second was so so i guess. Ups and downs. Was happy for certain reasons and not so with some others. oh well... Guess that's how it goes from now on. Wish it'd be better. All i can do now is to keep on appologizing. Which i think is not much of a help right now. Guess that's about it! "Looking foward" for another sleepless night! Till then, Tchao!

1st Half Of A Downhill Day...

Today is just like yesterday. Waking up at the wrong side of bed. Not being myself. pretty messed up. Being confused, not knowing what's going on. Not being able to sleep properly. Being treated coldly and all. Oh well... It's just 12pm. Still have another half a day to go. Not sure what is in store for me. Hope it changes today.

Just Not My Day...

Today is a day that i wish to not remember. Things just went wrong. Woke up this morning and kinda had the feeling that it's just not going to be my day. I was right! Even my lecturer could see that i wasn't being myself today. He said that i was being quiet and different, just not the usual me he sees. All i could do was just to give him a smile and tell him that i was alright. Had presentation later around 2pm. Was nervous and all. Went into class and our group was the first. I screwed up my part of the presentation and even the Q&A! Darn! Got a call from my boss and he told me that the company received complain from the client side regarding last week's roadshow! I was assigned to head over to the outlet to rectify the problem and to make sure everything was alright. So, after class, rushed over to the outlet to get the issue resolved. Tiring! Phone wasn't as busy as usual. It was just weird. Not being myself and all and with all these! Gosh! Headed over to my boss house after everything was done. Had a talk and dinner with him but just wasn't in the mood to do anything. Didn't really tlak much today and was pretty quiet. Weird.lol... Guess that's a good thing. Oh well... Tons of report to complete tonight. Another sleepless night! haih... Till then. Tchao!!!

Presentation...

Presentation starts in 2 hours time. Feeling pretty nervous right now. Always felt that way before presentations or any other events. Not much of being in the mood, Not sure why, guess i woke up at the wrong side of the bed this morning. Want to appologize to her again for what happened yesterday. Haven't been hearing much from her this morning. But oh well... Guess that's it for now. Till then. Tchao!

A Note Of Appology...

Just wanted to appologize to you. Tonight wasn't exactly the night. Bad timing and all. I'm really sorry to have ruined your mood or made you unhappy. I'm SORRY!

KDU Beach Bash 2009

3 days ago was CAPS very first Beach Bash held at KDU. Finally it's on! Everyone was pretty excited and looking foward to it! Especially the performers and the organizers! Friday was THE DAY! Time for everyone to give what they've got and what they've been practicing! The concert started abit late. Kicked off around 8pm. Was looking foward for her to go but then she couldn't make it. The surprise had to be changed and altered. But it was still on. Our band started off with the opening. Did our intro and then followed with Check Yes Juliet. Started off great and the crowd was happening too. Abit quiet at first but then after the intro of Check Yes Juliet was played, it was time to PARTY! We slowed things down with our second song titled Home by Chris Daughtry and well not many people know that song but we could see that people enjoyed it too. We decided to bring the atmosphere back again with our remix version of Maroon 5. Did This Love/Won't Go Home Without You. Everyone loved it! It was awesome and that was us for the first half. The band stayed on and the following performers came up. First up was Fern. She did Complicated by Avril Lavigne. It was nice! Next was Ben's turn. He did Time After Time the rock version by Quiet Drive and to end the first half of singing performances was Rachel. She did the all so popular Love Story by Taylor Swift. That was it for the first half. Just right after the song has ended Jay our lead guitarist broke one of his guitar string and man we were worried. Thinking on how we can go on with the show with just 2 guitarist left and we wouldn't want to sit anyone out! Everyone has practiced so hard and gave it their all! We're not gonna let one stupid broken string ruin the performance! So, i decided to drive Jay to gurney to get the strings. Dropped Jay off at Gurney while i went round looking for parking. We were rushing against time and Gurney just had to had a terrible jam at that time! Gosh! Finally found a spot and went up to meet him. He was fixing the string but then he had no money to pay!!! DAMN! Took out my card and the sales personnel told me that they do not accept card unless you purchase RM50 and above! I was like die la! No money! Jay called his bro and they came all the way from KDU. While waiting for his brother, Jay tunned his guitar and made sure it was in perfect shape to go back up on stage! Jay's brother finally came and paid and we had 10mins left till our turn. Rushed back but then the TRAFFIC! BAD! But thank goodness Erica came up with a plan and our performance was then pushed to 30mins later. Headed back to college and waited for our turn. This time was Cindy's turn to start off, she sang That's What You Get by Paramore. Started off abit off but then managed to pull herself back during the chorus! Nervous mah! Can't blame her. After Cindy was followed up by myself. Did a song from The Script titled Man Who Can't Be Moved! Love that song! After me was Jenny doing Love Song by Sara Bareilles. Everyone loved her voice. Did a good job up there. Then came my turn again. Did a song titled Dare You To Move by Switchfoot. This time we had a special guess up with us. Jeremy Yeoh! He wanted to play badly but then was shy. We got him up and well he did a GREAT job! Credits to him! Good job dude! To end the performance was Maya. She did a song titled Long Train Running. Not too sure by who but it was an up tempo song. The performance ended well. The dancers and break dancers were good too! They sure did their thing! Hope the band did theirs too! For those who were there that night. Hope you enjoyed it! To her who wanted to go but couldn't make it, i hope the surprise made you smile! :) More to come! :) Guess that's it for now. Till then. Tchao!

Pics.....

Breakeven

(Part of the verse)

Cause i've got time while she's got freedom

But when a heart breaks no it don't break even!

(Part of the verse)

Her best days are some of my worst

While i'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping

Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even!

(Chorus)

What am i gonna do when the best part of me was always you?

What am i suppose to say when i'm all chocked up and you're ok?

I'm falling to pieces...

I'm falling to pieces...

Band Rehersal.

Yesterday was all about practice practice practice again! Woke up early in the morning to drop my mom to work and then headed over to Queensbay for job training. Later then, headed back to college for the concert rehersal. No idea why but the mood just wasn't in me. Feeling a bit down and all. We had to wait till 5.30pm to start the show as the other students were having their exams. Some of the vocalist and the band members were already there since 1pm. They were all pretty much exhausted and you could see they were just tired of waiting. I'm so sorry. I myself just wasn't myself at all. Being quiet and not wanting to talk much. Having thoughts in my mind again and my phone wasn't as busy as the day before with all the messages coming in. Yesterday was pretty quiet for me. Started the practice 5.30pm sharp with everyone taking turns to go on stage. I would say rehersal went pretty well. Everyone did good but of course there were a few hick up moments where the vocalists volume were turned down due to off pitch and all. A piece of advice, never shut the vocalists volume even if they run off pitch! But everything's cool now. We were chasing after time with only 2 hours to spare. Everyone wanted to go up and give it a shot and everyone did indeed. With the lead guitarist having stomach issues and exhausted, he still carried on. THANK YOU! Kevin my second guitarist was having problems with his hand but yet he managed to make it happen. With that i THANK YOU! Ariff who's having problems with songs and mixing them up managed to learn up all those songs and minimized the mistakes last night! You did great dude! THANK YOU! Then we have Blonde who was abit lost at the start but now he's doing great! Thanks man! Last but not least would be Benjo Singh, we were not able ot practice with him at all and this is considered like the second practice with him and i must say, he was AMAZING! THANK YOU for hanging in there macha! Not to forget, the vocalists too! Cindy, Rachel, Ben, Fern, Jenny and Maya! You guys were GREAT! Bring the house down tonight aite! :) After 7pm the band and i decided to go on with our practice as we weren't that ocnfident with the songs yet, so we headed up to the drama room to continue practicing. Ben went out to get us burgers as we were all feeling hungry. Took him about an hour to come back. Couldn't blame him though cause the orders was like 11burgers and 1hotdog! so yea, that's why. Continued practicing again and i managed to finish mine too. Just that i was there but my heart and mind just wasn't. It was like it's wondering in some other place but just not in the drama room where we were practicing. Keeping quiet the whole time but just had to smile for the camera when it was pointed at me. No nice to not smile right? lol... Headed back about 10.30pm. Pretty late and feeling exhausted! Headed home, showered, laid on the bed to do some thinking and managed to sms with her for awhile. She had to go to bed and i was about to in a couple of minutes time. So yea, that was all yesterday. Guess that's it for now. Till then. Tchao!

Here are some pictures we took during practice. No pictures during rehersal. sorry. (some pictures are blur as the people are busy walking and moving their body) Hope you still enjoy it! :)

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Today was considered a day off for me. Off from practice and off from work. Got the whole day to myself. Woke up about 10 plus. Matt came over to my place after working at the college lab. Went for lunch but he was the only one eating. Wanted to order chicken rice but no more d. :(
Headed over to renew my license after lunch and headed over somewhere to buy a gift for her. Hope she likes it though. Spending most of the time with Matt today. Doing the usual, sitting down and chit chatting. Today was a day off from music. Needed that break after yesterday night's performance. Really worn out and all. Got to sms with her all day long. Still unable to see her yet though. But each sms sure does mean something! Just got news from her that she would not be able to make it this coming friday night due to some issues. :( So i guess there goes the plan? Will try to figure something out though. Tomorrow will resume our practice again and it's only a day away from the actual event! Pretty NERVOUS and the song arrangements and sequences are still pretty shaky! Hopefully tomorrow goes well! Guess that's it for tonight! Till then. Tchao!

H&T Performance...

Last night was the H&T Buffet Dinner Performance. We got invited to sing for the night and the theme was 60's rock and roll or 60's oldies. This time the band only consist of myself, Jay and Jenny. Jenny and myself was on vocals and Jay was the guitarist (Maestro!). Song choices were pretty tough for us thought. As you can see, we're just teens! 60's was way beyond the time time we were born. But we somehow managed to pull a few songs out here and there. Wasn't that familiar with the lyrics too, so we had to print it out and during practice we tried memorizing them. I was singing 5 songs and as for Jenny she was doing 4. We chose another 2 songs for the both of us to duet but then we only managed to do one. Tell you guys why later. Out of the 5 songs i was doing, i chose 3 songs to be specially dedicated to someone special that night. She wasn't able to be there though but she still managed to hear those songs. Hope she liked it and hope it means something! We were asked to sing for 3 sets. per set with about 3-4 songs. First set was rather shaky for us. First song i did was kinda out of tune and jenny messed up the lyrics abit. Guess it's because we were nervous. 2nd round was so much better compared to the 1st. Songs were being sang on tune and not messing up the lyrics this time. But there wasn't much participation from the audience as they were all still busy eating and chit chatting. The 2nd set had something special in it too! A very good friend of ours, another Chris from my class decided to sing a song to his girl. He took a song i chose which was by Elvis Presley called "Love Me Tender". It turned out well as she had a smile on her face when he was singing that song. How i wish i could see what her reaction was when i was singing those songs to her. 3rd set became pretty slow and empty for us as people were about to leave as they have classes the next day and work too.Myself and Chris Chen did another song together and we both sang that song for that someone of ours. It was also another song by Elvis Presley called "Can't Help Falling In Love". I would say, we did a pretty good job up there! lol... Myself and Jenny had to miss our last duet together as one of the H&T student pushed a girl up and she had to sing a song. She chose "Love Story" but didn't really know the lyrics to it, so i was accompanying her to sing that song. That is my favourite song and hers too so what decided sing that to her as well. Instead of 3 song dedication it became 4 but what the heck, the more the better right? lol... Jenny had to leave that time so that was the reason why we missed our final duet. As we ended "Love Story" myself and Jay were pretty worn out. But the crowd started shouting "Encore Encore Encore". This time the crowd were only the H&T students. So myself and Jay was like what the heck, just give them a few songs. We started it off with our best which was "Check yes Juliet" followed by a few songs like "I'm Yours", "Always Be My Baby","Beautiful Girls" and many more! that time it was really happening. Seeing people dancing and when it came to slow songs you could see couples coming onto the dance floor slow dancing and all. It was pretty sweet. It like you have a private ball on that night itself! So yea, guess that was how the night was and how it ended. Headed home and was pretty worn out already. Managed to sms with her and talk abit. It's been 3 DAYS now!!! Gosh!!!

Here are some pics on that night... There's not much but hope you Enjoy! :)